anything

staring down the barrel of the hot sun
shining with the sheen of a shotgun
carol has a little if we need some
joa has a ride if we wanna come

hanging your jeans with a clothespin
skin still wet, still on my skin
mango in your mouth, juice drippin'
shoulder of your shirt sleeve slippin'

christmas eve with your mother and sis
don't wanna fight but your mother insists
dog's white teeth slice right through my fist
drive to the er and they put me on risk

grocery store list, now you get pissed
unchecked calls and messages
i don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy
i just wanna be a part of your family

and i don't wanna talk about anything
i don't wanna talk about anything
i wanna kiss kiss your eyes again
wanna witness your eyes looking

i don't wanna talk about anyone
i don't wanna talk about anyone
i wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
lay in your lap when i'm crying

circle of pine and red oak
circle of moss and fire smoke
fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke
push the clutch and i pull the choke

wanna listen to the sound of you blinking
wanna listen to your hands soothe
listen to your heart beating
listen to the way you move

and i don't wanna talk about anything
i don't wanna talk about anything
i wanna kiss kiss your eyes again
wanna witness your eyes looking

i don't wanna talk about anyone
i don't wanna talk about anyone
i wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
lay in your lap when i'm crying

weren't we the stars in heaven?
weren't we the salt in the sea?
dragon in the new warm mountain
didn't you believe in me?

yeah, you held me the whole way through
but i couldn't say the words like you
i was scared, indigo, but i wanted to
i was scared, indigo, but i wanted to

and i don't wanna talk about anything
i don't wanna talk about anything
i wanna kiss kiss your eyes again
wanna witness your eyes looking

i don't wanna talk about anyone
i don't wanna talk about anyone
i wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
lay in your lap when i'm crying




born on 5/10/2024!! second time in a row puppy has passed for me! she's a lot nicer to me than stars was 😅

added goridhe maracaja in slot 10

You see anything playing tag with Grandpaw alfie. Aww, look at those two go! ... Wow, did Grandpaw alfie actually manage to exhaust a full-energy cub this fast? ... And now it looks like he's trying to race with a cheetah. You shake your head. Seems like some things never change, no matter how old he gets.

Grandpaw alfie has been handed one of his grandcubs, who seems to have inherited his non-stop energy. anything and Grandpaw alfie proceed to have a conversation that's so fast, no one else can understand a thing.

changed base to triumph

added white inverted maracaja to slot 11

anything pounced on many locusts, then dryly commented that no, she really wouldn't rather be doing something else besides squishing bugs. Squishing bugs is SO fun.

Although she was the winner of the race, anything had more fun talking about how she is DYING now. All this work will make her starve, for realsies.

first heat - used zebra heart, 2x chasteberry & IBF. meant to use a buffy but GUESS WHO FUCKING FORGOT.
RESULTS: 2 cubs, no gon 😞

While you were trying to enjoy a nap, anything bounced around excitedly, asking you to take her on an adventure. You growled at her to let you sleep for a couple more hours, to which anything huffed and mumbled something about how lazy lions are. You would have batted at her, if you weren't so tired.

second heat - just used a buffy
RESULTS: 3 cubs, NO GON