Eros stood up as well and followed Heidi back to the hotel, "Mind showing me?" He asked pointing to her phone currently held in her fingers, he didn't say this but he was someone who liked natural scenery pictures. Not ones that were photo shopped.

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Heidi was surprised that Eros had asked her instead of commanded. Usually she would have said something about it and teased him, but instead she simply just got her phone and went to the picture, holding the phone out to him once she had it up. "Here ya go."

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Eros took the phone and looked at the picture, "You would've done a good job in being a photographer." He commented and gave her back the phone before tucking his hands in his pockets. His voice held no humor though, usually it would but right now he just didn't feel like laughing.

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"Had I not been stuck working for you?" And there was sarcasm and humor in her voice. She sent a smile his way before clearing her throat and looking away, mad that naturally she wanted to be happy and make him laugh. She shook her head before going to her suitcase and getting out a nice jacket before slipping it on. "I will be right back," she tells Eros, knowing she had to get out of that hotel room.

(( time to do romance ))

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Eros was about to let her leave but shook his head, mainly at himself, "No." He said putting a hand on her stomach, preventing her from walking forward anymore. "No." He repeated almost at a lost of words, she needed to hear him out, he needed to get it out, sorries and everything but most of all something he's been afraid to admit since she first admitted to falling in love with him.

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A frown came onto Heidi's face when Eros put a hand on her stomach to stop her from walking any farther and for a moment she thought that he was going to pull another stunt like the one he had done on the plane. She looked into his eyes before backing away, so that he no longer had his hands on her, wondering why he had stopped her. What was he doing? She cocked her head to the side. "What do you mean no?"

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Eros made sure he was standing between the door and Heidi, "I'm..." He frowned and looked down at his feet, "I'm sorry...and I know my sorry means nothing to you and I also know I hurt you. If I could take back the things I did I would but I know I can't which is why..." A groan left his lips, a frustrated one, it was like it hurt him to continue.

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Heidi wanted to growl out in frustration when he put himself between her and the door which meant she wouldn't be able to escape. Why was he keeping her in this room? Did he not feel the awkward and tense air around them? She shook her head before she heard his words and sighed. She had never heard him say sorry before. TO ANYONE. She said nothing for a moment before looking at him. "Why what?"

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Eros walked up to her and bit the inside of his cheek until he tasted blood, "Which is why I" he dragged out the 'I' and flinched, "Iwantedtosaysomething." He said quickly, maybe too quickly for her to understand his gibberish. On hindsight it might have been easier for him to let her leave but he knew he couldn't do that either.

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Heidi scrunched up her eyebrows for a second before she relaxed her face, as she realized that for once Eros was nervous. She had never seen him in such a way before, but it was obvious. He was biting the inside of her cheek, and tall quickly, something he hadn't done before. Why was he nervous? Heidi decided that at least she could hear him out. "Spit it out Eros." Her voice was soft.

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Sighing he paused before reaching for her hands, squeezing lightly before sighing, "remember the first time yousaid you were falling in love with me and I said nothing? I don't know if you've heard of this before but I always had a feeling I had philophobia...until I met you." He said waiting for a reaction, he had way more to say but if he said it all at once he felt like it would mean nothing.

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Heidi let his grab her hands and looked at them before slowly looking up at Eros. Into her sea green that had always captured her and reeled her in. That still did even though she didn't want them to. She wasn't surprised by his words. He was never the lovey dovey type and still wasn't, so his words didn't shock her. That was until he said 'until I met you'. She felt butterflies in her stomach, as her eyes widened, and she looked into his, trying to find an answer. "What are you saying?"

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Eros let out a dry laugh, he didn't understand why it was so hard to utter the three fucking words, don't get him wrong he wanted to say it but for the first time in his adult hood, he felt fear. Fear of being...rejected. "Remember that conversation you had with Jack in the bar? The advice you gave him?" She started looking over to the TV, knowing she would be more than surprised to hear Jack was actually him, "I think I'll take that advice then show and tell you just how much-" he released a tensed breath, "I love you." He said those words in an extremely low volume.

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It was weird to Heidi that way that Eros was acting right now. He had never looked so vulnerable around her, and she looked at him, wanting to find out exactly what he was trying to say. She looked into his sea green eyes not being able to find herself look away. He had caught her, now all he had to do was reel her in. When she brought up Jack, her jaw dropped and her eyes widened. "How did you know.......?" But she didn't finish her question, as she realized that Jack was Eros. How had she not noticed before? Before she could say something about it, he told her three little words that changed everything. "You love me?" she repeated quietly, biting her bottom lip, her cheeks turning pink.

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"Yes and I fucked everything up before I could even think over telling you. I didn't realize what I felt until I lost you." This moment was way too tense for his liking so he said, "And yes I was Jack, I'm surprised you hadn't noticed at the bar. I would've thought the expensive drinks and romance problems would clue you in but apparently my accent was spot on."

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