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Heathen was much more careful after that encounter, and his caution translated over to Flicker. They spent more time near the lair. Heathen had some low-class lions plant even more trees and divert a stream so it ringed the land the royals stayed on. Felidae, Aconiyx, Flicker, Wine, and the others of Heathen’s court got to stay in the well-tended grove. Bearded Vulture also staid, as Bearded Vulture she acted as a servant to Flicker. Her adopted daughter Nephi had since moved on, and Bearded Vulture was happy she had grown up to leave to a better place. She would have made a bid for escape if she wasn’t holding out hope that Harpy Eagle would return to her.
Heathen was racked with paranoia and wouldn’t let his guards or his small family outside of his site. Flicker did not have an independent streak like her mother. If she was cruel, it was that she could ignore cruelty is she was not faced with it. She was fine to stay in her secluded paradise well most of the other lions of her pride hunted and worked for her. She was having trouble managing Wine and her crony Acinonynx, but she was pregnant with another cub by Heathen, who was getting less awkward about the whole thing. The two of them had formed a tentative friendship, with Heathen almost acting scared around her, or at least awkward.
Felidae was spending very little time with Acinonyx. In truth, she could barely get up most days. She often stayed on guard duty, much to Flicker's chagrin. Flicker berated her adopted sister about how she had been appointed a dutchess and was above such duties. Still, even when Felidae wasn’t doing anything she just stared out at her surroundings, cataloguing everything around her. Flicker soon gave up and focussed on the pregnancy.
Outside the bubble of royalty, things were not going well for the rest of the pride. A disease swept through its ranks, starting with the lowest born among them but soon spreading to near everyone. Heathen was aware of this, but simply tightened security around the royal court. He still knew Flicker blamed him for the loss of Aflame and Alight, and he wanted nothing bad to happen to the cubs Flicker had right now.
Outside was chaos. Many lions, such as Fossilized Wasp, Bug bear, and Black leg fled. Bug bear became a sub male of a much smaller pride and changed his name to Tiger wing. Those were the lucky ones. Many others perished in the sickness that was spreading over the pride. It was a terrible dry season, but the royals remained unaffected. That was, until Flicker and Heathen’s daughter was born.
With Wine basically grown and busy getting in trouble with her half sister Acinonyx, Flicker was delighted to have another cub. She was plainer then her sister, with a pale red and grey pelt and normal ears. Flicker did not care. She dressed her second daughter in beautiful jewels and feathers, doting on her endlessly. She even allowed Heathen into see her without growling at him. She named her Ferver, in part for the devotion the cub inspired in her heart.
Wine was more amused with her little sister than anything else. She was very secluded from most other lions as a royal, and Ferver was so small and sweet. Though Wine was spoiled, she felt no jealousy towards Ferver for taking up all of her mothers attention. She was nearly full-grown and got everything she wanted from her father anyways.
Wine and Acinonyx staid in the glade most of the time, but they were fond of sneaking out from time to time. For all the time Felidae spent staring out into space she wasn’t the best gaurd. There was a group of young males who made their dens close to the grove, lower nobled or basterds of various dukes or dutchess’s. They were high blood enough not to disgust the pair of them, but rough enough to be fun. One night when flicker had gone to bed early, Wine snuck into the main royal cave, the one at the very top of the rock. Wine and Acinonyx usually curled up in one of the lower caves, as Wine was high rank enough to get a cave but if she wanted to stay with Acinonynx who was only a dutchess she couldn’t stay in the main cave.
Ferver was very young, but Wine remembered sneaking out and adventuring when she had been very young. Plus, her little sister would have her with her. Wine took her in her teeth and walked with Acinonynx too the young males they had been meeting. She showed off her younger sister proudly, paying extra attention to a mottled red male named Markoth she found especially attractive. She tried to appear motherly and docile between sharp teeth. She knew her father had planed out countless political marriages for her, but the lacked the allure of a pretty young male. Though she was selfishly motivated in bringing her little sister, Wine still treated her well. She played with her in between the boulders of the males den. When Ferver was returned she was out of breath and happy, mewing up at her older sister that made wine feel a rare contentment. Wine was even happier that the young lioness that Tracyn always kept by his side hadn’t been there. Rea? Rielle? Whatever her name was, the young lioness made Wine’s pelt itch. Tracyn probably only kept her around because she looked a bit like Wine herself.
The next morning, Ferver awoke to a coughing fit. Flicker was out of her mind with worry. She had heard about the ilness, but couldn’t imagine it could effect her or her kin. She didn’t leave the den for days, curled around her cub even though Heathen worried about his queen getting sick. On the third day, Flicker emerged distraught. Ferver had caught the ilness and died.
Heathen tried to root out who ha entered the court that had been fraternizing with sick lions. Wine kept her head down, shame and fear binding her mouth shut. She convinced herself it wasn’t her fault, and only visited the nearby males more frequently alonside Acinonyx.
Flicker was near the point of madness. She pased up and down the cave. Heathen came up to her, ears pinned back to his head.
“I can have the gaurds in here” he mewed, eyeing his wife’s outstretched claws. “maybe being pinned down will calm you. We can make more cubs my dear.”
Flicker rounded on him. Though the sadness in his eyes mirrored her own, his words were callous and biting. “I could kill you where you stand.” Flicker yowled, the main on the back of her neck standing up in a terrrifying siluete. “What use are you if you cannot even give me cubs that live?”
Heathen’s shock was replaced with rage, and another emotion Flicker had only seen when Heathen was near death. Fear. “How dare you.” he rallied, his dragon gaze sharpening. “I am the king of this pride, and you are just a spoiled, oversized…”
“Then bring them back” Flicker roared, her muzzle inches away from Heathen. “Bring all our daughters back…king”
She noticed with a start that she was taller than him. She rarely noticed such things. She also noticed that her fangs were bared and the scared expression was creeping back into her husband's cruel eyes.
She stepped backwards, shaking her head. What he said had been right. She was spoiled and male-like in her features, ugly aside for the pink glimmer of her coat. She was nothing like her mother, or even her father. She felt small and scared despite her large size, a cub fumbling around with things that were too large for her. The only reason Heathen had chosen her over her sister flare had been because she looked easier to control, but now she was acting so stupid she was beyond controlling. Panicked and full of doubt, Flicker raced out of the royal court and into the rest of the pride.
Scattered and lost, Flicker padded among Heathen’s lions. They lived in scattered groups, each group defending their patch of nothing fiercly. The further she walked the further she got from any high bred lions and into worse and worse conditions.
Flickers thick fur flattened tight to her skin. She was glad she was not wearing the glinting red jewels she usually wore. She tried to dampen her fear sent, but it flared up when she bumped chest first into another lion.
She scrambled backwards but lit up as soon as she saw who it was. Zisa, a distant relative of hers as the daughter of her half aunt. She had played with her often as a child, but Zisa had been Flickers least favourite of Bright’s three daughters. She had always been angry and wanting to fight, when Flicker had never wanted to get her coat dirty. Flicker wrinkled her nose without realizing it.
“You” Zisa said, dropping down into a crouch. Flicker blinked in confusion. “Zisa. I didn’t know you stayed around here” Flicker started. She realized her mistake just as Zisa started to bristle. Around here was the edge of the edge, barely part of Heathen’s pride and a terrible place to live.
“Where are the others?” Flicker exclaimed, anxious to cover up her mistake. “The rest of the pride is Heathen’s, but those of bee stings pride are mine. I can help you. And Black leg and Mite feet and Clear….” Flicker trailed off as Zisa’s tail lashed back and forth faster and faster.
“They are all dead! Or left! Because of this sickness, you seem fit to ignore. Do you know what remains of the original pride? Nothing. Just me struggling to survive with Blood Stain near dead in my den.”
Zisa took a deep breath as Flicker flinched backwards.
“You think we are yours? You left us as soon as Heathen took you. You are the queen, everyone here is supposed to be yours. But you and your pretty king protect no one. “
“I…..” Flicker’s apology caught in her throat. She had never heard any other of the royals apologize for anything. It is not how you survived here.
“Come to the royal court.” She said finally, her words measured. I will give you a possition there, something that will give you a better life than here.”
Zisa’s tail lashed back and forth, but she opened her mouth as if to say yes. Then, without another word, she turned on her tail and darted back to her tiny den.
Flicker bedded down on the outskirts of Heathen’s territory, her head buried into her paws. She tried to push away Zisa’s words with spite. The scrawny lioness was much uglier than her, with her patchy black pelt and unsettling eyes. She had always been jealous of Flicker’s pale pink pelt and luminous amethyst eyes. As much as Flicker tried to withdraw into a shell of vanity, she knew there was truth in what Zisa said. The pride was supposed to be her and Heathen’s to protect, or at least care about. It was the bare minimum they could do. She didn’t expect anything from Heathen, but she expected something from herself. Even if it was easiest to swaddle herself in niceties and pretend.
Flicker woke up with a tickle in the back of her throat. She shook in the bed of leaves she had made for herself, though it was a dry and warm day. She stayed in the same spot for the rest of the day, the only movements she made the racking shakes of her body. The sickness had progressed just as rapidly as in her than in her late daughter.
When she woke up again she was not where she had drifted off. She blinked upwards at the sunlight streaming through the caves ceiling. Moss filled the cracks in the stone walls, creating a lush beauty that the cave that Heathen and her shared lacked. The stone was smooth underneath her body, the texture oddly familiar.
Flickers gaze sharpened. She had been here before. Her contentment at the lovely scene evaporated as she scrambled to her feet. This was the cave where Beekeeper had killed her daughters. Flicker raced around anxiously, surprised at the energy that flowed through her limbs. Herbs were stacked against one wall, another one was dotted with boulders. Flicker heard a scrambling noise from the entrance above her and darted to the boulders, pressing herself flat to the ground in hiding.
Flicker blinked as a young, pretty lioness walked into the cave, a bundle of herbs in her mouth. She looked vaguely familiar, and Flicker recognized her as the adolescent that had been with Beekeeper the day she had killed her cubs. As the lioness’s eyes widened as she looked at the still-warm spot Flicker had been lying in, Flicker threw herself off the ground, bowling the smaller lioness over. Flicker pinned her to the ground, surprised at her own strength. She always knew she had the potential to be a great fighter, but she had been the gentle and demer of her sisters and rarely lifted her claws. Here she was, dominating lions in the cave where she had killed before.
Despite her realization, Flicker had no inclination to release the strange lioness until she explained herself. The smaller lion spat out the herbs from her mouth, looking up at Flicker with mild annoyance. “I would prefer it if you let me up” she said imperiously. Flicker raised her eyebrows, a soft growl rising in her throat. She had had enough of imperious lions telling her what to do.
The little lioness’s brow furrowed. “I’m the one who saved you” she mewed her voice almost a whine. “I feel like you could be a little grateful.”
Flicker looked from the herbs on the wall to the green staining the tips of the lioness’s claws. “Why would you save me? You were with the witch?” Flicker's eyes narrowed as she looked deeper into the lioness’s golden eyes. There was something wrong there. “I thought you were a witch yourself.”
“Please let me up. I’ll explain.” The lioness mewed. Flicker noticed with a start that there was real fear in her voice. She remembered the pitiful adolescent crouched in the corner while she slaughtered Beekeeper on these very stones. She groomed her long fur every morning so she looked as unmenacing as possible, but she hadn’t had time for that today. She pictured herself from the lioness’s eyes and felt a familiar jolt of shame. She wished not for the first time that her father hadn’t been a primal lion.
She stepped off, willing her pelt to flatten. “Ok, explain,” she said curtly.
The lioness picked herself up, taking an annoyingly long time to stretch. “I’m happy you killed Beekeeper,” she said finally, her voice strained. “She kidnapped me when I was a young cub because we shared the same magic. I did not like being her slave. I brought you here when you were sick to thank you.” she said, licking the blood off her pelt from where Flicker’s claws had pricked her. She sounded like she thought better of the idea now.
“Oh, well um, thank you.” Flicker said, tripping over her words. Her pelt itched at the awkward silence that followed. She remembered that she was only a few years older than this lioness, just barely an adult herself. She had had cubs young, and though she did not regret it she often felt out of her depth. She had the same feeling now. It had been a long time since she had socialized with a lion that didn’t regard her as an extension of royal will.
“What is your name?” She asked, remembering she was at a disadvantage. Everyone knew who she was after all.
The Lioness paused grooming her fur, her tongue making one more lazy swipe at her upraised paw. “You cqn call me Gold Spinner”,
Flicker's eyes darted to the herbs on the wall. “How did you manage to heal me? The disease has ravaged my pride,” she asked, not stopping the hint of anger that crept into her voice. This disease had killed her daughter, and the solution had been right here the entire time.
Gold spinner looked up at her like she was deranged. What has that wild group of yours done for me? I stay far away from your mess.”
Flicker bristled, prowling forward. She suddenly missed the time when she had been crouched over Gold spinner.
“What have you done for your pride? Have you given out food from the royal stores? Have you given out medicine to those on the outskirts? Have you left your comfy den?”
“I…. well no… but it would be so easy for you…”
“Look. My powers arn’t strong enough to defend against every attack, strong as they may be. Don’t take my insults as attacks on your royal life. If you let me join Heathen’s court as healer and witch, and give me all the privilege a royal would have, I will help your tribe.”
Flicker growled. “So you won’t help out of the goodness of your heart? You need to be bribed to save lives?”
“I’m sorry for demanding something that was given to you by the virtue of your birth.” Gold spinner responded, and edge coming into her voice. “It would be easy for you to give me. The blame could be laid on you for giving in.”
“Fine. I don’t care. I…. need your help. My pride does”
Flicker felt a strange ripple go through her fur as she said “my pride”. It felt wrong on her tongue but oddly exciting.
“Don't ruffle your pretty little pelt about it. I’ll help you.” Gold spinner sighed, sounding as ancient as the moon.
“It is quite pretty isn’t it.” Flicker replied, taking the wrong message away but still grateful.
Flicker lead Gold spinner to the outskirts first, back to the spot where she had meat Zisa. Shame prickled her pelt as she heard a rasping cough nearby. She wrinkled her nose as she poked her head into a dirty hole in the ground. Zisa was curled up there. Flicker was glad she was unconscious, or she was sure her young cousin would have swatted her whiskers off.
Carrying Zisa on her back, unflanked by any guards, with Gold spinner trailing behind her, Flicker returned to her home.