Jack~Shadowhunter
Jack stopped. He stared at Kade, unwithstanding. "Some people can't handle loosing someone close to them." Jack said, softly. He saw the shadow of a figure outside of the door. Cylena he thought to himself. "It's the people who can handle it that are wrecked the most. They keep it all to themselves thinking it will go away." Jack said. "Before you came here, I had a parabatai. His name was Lex." Jack said. His voice got softer as he spoke, as he remembered. "We were sent on a mission, it was nothing new, just a shax. But shax demons are trackers, and they were tracking us. Before we knew it, a greater demon sprang up from out of no where, stabbing Lex. I had barely enough energy to run after fending off the demon. I dragged Lex with me, blood pouring down his shirt.
"I never forget it. The memory pops up in my head, and I can feel it. I can feel the emptiness." He said. He didn't continue. He was in front of Kade, but his head was facing the ground. His eyes looking at his black shoes.

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Cylena|Pixie

Cylena listened silently to Jack's confession. She had no idea. There had never been such an intense lose in her life, and she douvted she would experience one the same way. She had left her parents, and that made her wonder if thy were as hurt when she dissapeared as these people were.

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Kade || Shadowhunter

Kade just hugged him. She buried her face in Jack's shirt. "I didn't know," she whispered. "I've never had a parabatai. My dad said I'd probably find them in England but I've only even met one other Shadowhunter my age and that's you. And I'm going to get older and never meet them. I can't even imagine how you feel."

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Jack~Shadowhunter
Jack just stood there, holding back a sting in his eyes. "It's over, though. And you will meet your parabatai." Jack said. He stepped back, and looked at Kade. "For the moment, the institute is a mess because of some" and at this he rose his voice so that Cylena could hear," fearie we happen to know ruined the buildings walls and furniture."

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Ohhhh, I just found this quote~
We are all the pieces of what we remember. We hold in ourselves the hopes and fears of those who love us. As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss
-Cassandra Clare

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That is perfect. XD I'm having to take breaks in the middle of posts and stuff because it's so sad to write as Kade. When I write, a lot of the time my characters do what I refer to as 'leaking', where their feelings just sort of transfer to me.))

Kade || Shadowhunter

Kade was still crying, though less so now. "Really? I don't think I noticed," she said, sliding down the wall to sit on the floor with her back against the wall. "But she can clean it up tomorrow."

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Jack~Shadowhunter
Jack went back to the mats in the training room. He took the daggers out. He hoped Cylena had heard. He started throwing daggers again. Their rhythm was hypnotic. He kept his eyes on the red circle in the middle, never moving, except when he went to collect the knives.


((Awww, so many feels. That's got ot be a bit sad.))

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I have to go. Won't be back until morning

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Cylena||Pixie

Cylena felt like she was intruding, but stopped that when Jack mentioned her. She let out a irate huff at that. If they hadn't wanted her to make a mess, they shouldn't have left her. She was in no hurry to clean it up; they could do it themselves. The pixie saw that as a fitting punishment. And if they didn't, the shadowhunters could explain it to the adults, who would predictably get angry at them for leaving her there. She sniffed, making sure if was loud enough to hear her disdain, and fluttered back down the hall.

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((It's worse with Kade than normal but between her, my merman who is falling in love with someone else right before he has to get married, and my military dude who has ruled out relationships with people he works with, it's a bit bad right now. I'll be fine soon. BTW, I think Kade and Jack would be a cute couple because they've both lost people close to them and can relate. He can teach her how to deal with sadness. XD))

Kade || Shadowhunter

Kade just sat there, leaning against the wall. She was hallucinating a little because she was still really drunk, and instead of the 'sober' glyph, she jotted a 'healing' one on her arm, over a million scars from a million marks. Instant relief flooded her. Because she didn't have an injury the glyph targeted her mind, filling her with a sense of well-being. It lasted maybe twenty minutes but she had the urge to do it again. Somehow she restrained herself.

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Jack-Shadowhunter
"Kade," Jack said. "Your drunk, go to bed. No mark in the world will cure it."He finished as he slid the last dagger home. He picked them up and placed them in their correct spots on the wall. He then went over to help Kade up, knowing she probably wouldn't be able to do it herself. He settled on dealing with Cylena in the morning.

((Mobil))

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Kade || Shadowhunter

Kade accepted the help up and leaned on Jack, realizing that it was better to have slightly injured pride than to actually injure herself trying to walk back to her room. She'd never known he had a parabatai but now that she knew he'd had one and then lost them it was even worse. She couldn't imagine finding the perfect friend and then them dying.

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Jack~Shadowhunter
Jack walked Kade back to her room. The door swung open to his touch. He cleared all of her stuff off of her bed, and placed her on it. He touched her cheek in a friendly manner and said, "Goodnight," and he left. He walked down the hall of the endless institute. He wasn't tired, he wasn't hungry, he wasn't anything.

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Kade || Shadowhunter

Kade was out. She normally had insomnia, but it was much easier to fall asleep drunk and booze was easier to get than medication. Anyways, a by-product of her sadness and fear of losing someone else close to her was nightmares. They were much worse when she went to sleep sober and she doubted medication would help.

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Jack~Shadowhunter
After hours of roaming the halls, Jack found his room. He collapsed on his bed, his clothes and shoes still on, and fel asleep. The night proved more hard than he'd of thought. He tossed and turned and woke up a few times, thinking a demon was after him. He dreamed of vampires and werewolves, of shax demons and fearies, of werewolves and warlocks, and they were all after him. Jack woke up for the last time at three in the morning. Sweat beading all over him. He took a cold shower, a long, cold shower. When he got out, it was nearly four. He changed into his Black Outfit and took off to the elevator, not bothering with breakfast.

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